Poised, yet pretty and peaceful!

A woman is capable of hiding a lot of expressions behind her cute smile, her poised stature and calm attitude. Everyone have their own good and bad sides of the story. But the real art is to suppress your own emotions, and make the people around you happy and content. Men do contribute their share to this, but women are definitely the masters at this art.

Like any other person whose in deep distress, struggling through everyday life, counting on days, dreaming of dreams, fighting the bad realities of relationships, compromising for your loved ones' sake.... I go through these kinds of stuff everyday. It does break me down. But it also makes me stronger and tougher the next minute.

The roadtrip I made with the ladies last weekend says it all. I was never like that. I would never risk it to have fun. But I thought to myself "it's about time I let myself be a little wild, a little crazy, a little of what I want, rather than what others want from me". Each one of us had an unsung hidden story to say, lot of pain hidden deep beneath, lot of unanswered questions circling our minds, millions of ropes tied tight around us. It's a constant struggle, but we never let it deter us physically or mentally.

I found a bunch of gals with whom I could relate to in some ways - their pains, their miseries, their strengths, their weaknesses. I found my own problems so much smaller and very little to be definitely ignored.

I was glad I had the freedom to be a little disconnected from my "regular" world in this trip. I actually enjoyed it a lot with the gals. I remember my last roadtrip was a little disaster, and the one before that with my close pals from college was a heart burning one. Reasons....the obvious one at that time. I found a lot of reasons to do somethings new. Somethings which I had never done before. I'm hoping I get to do some more crazy stuff like this with the gals more often. We all resonated at the same frequency. We jizzled away in a cool black beauty, well I would call it the black beast ;)

One of the most memorable and really happy times I've had in a long long time. Thank you gals for gearing up at the right time to the right place.

Afterall, why should boys have all the fun!!! ~_~