Believe in yourself!

Its time to get out of the darkness, and into the new light that's shining bright ahead!

Planning to start back on my blog after a long break. I know i've had to keep away from blogging for very long this time, because too many things seem to be whirling around me off late. But yeah, what better way for a restart than writing about believing in yourself. So....

Here I am,
This is me,
There's no where else on Earth I'd rather be!

I'm a changed person lately. May be its because of the changes that have been happening around me. I don't know. I've become stronger, I've started using "so" a lot in my sentences, I've stopped taking up too many things on myself which is not of any benefit to me, I've learnt to judge what is best for me and what is not. And when thing are not working the way I want, I'm confident enough to just let it go, and believe in myself that there are better things waiting for me rather than running behind things that are not meant for me.

Lot of things happening at work... I just feel like its working for me in one way or the other. Keeps me quiet occupied without giving me chance to wonder about things that are not going right for me. I've had to get into my smart pants to get to where I am today. But the reward I get is not very satisfying, and it sort of puts my self-esteem down underground. What I am to everybody else is not really who I am. And that hurts me everytime. But yes, I'm still hoping for a small ray of sunlight soon. This wait has been too long for me :-/

When you long to get something, there's no joy in getting it when you have lost the hope of getting it sooner. I'm sure this has happened with many of us. But when you do get what you've been waiting for, you sure feel a sense of achievement, but yes, the 'delay' is just a compromise you've had to make to achieve what you wanted. As normal beings, its quiet natural to loose interest in the things you've been longing for ages. At one point you start feeling that you can do without it. But this is when you need to believe in yourself and trust that you are able to achieve what you want without making any compromises. Work a little more, pay a little more attention, involve yourself in it, and try to do things on your own rather than depending on others.

Don't wait for everything to be served on a silver plate in front of you all the time. You'll get it, when you're worth it. Start by self-serving yourself with what you want, and not what others want you to have. Big statements sure boost your self-eteem and morale, but they won't earn you what you're looking for. Say what you want to tell others, not what others want to listen from you.

Be your own guru, learn things on your own. Do things on your own!

Expectation from others can go wrong many times, but expectation from yourself will never prove you wrong. Go by your instinct :)

-Princess :)